There is a kind of hope like the despair very much

There is a kind of hope like the despair very much
It has been very apt to be sad recently
Hear once
9crimes of Damine Rice

What kind of pain of injury is that
Like the despair of the deep bone marrow
Make people unavoidable
Cry quietly

I have been thinking all the time oneself is a strong child
From me very in the childhood
No matter what is run into I will not let one's own tears drop easily

But recent years
Mood becomes very low
So fragile as to make me incredulous

I begin to think that make the nerve oneself
Depressed
Sentimental baffledly

As a child
I remember I has the period of time
Very obvious obsession behavior
Wash the foot before sleeping every night
Not section is washed
Have washed clean obviously
Feel uneasy
How many times still repeated

Wash a cup
Must wash for several times repeatedly
The cover is put to the tabletop after finishing washing
Think that has been polluted
Get the faucet to print for several times again
So tense as to cry soon

......
That is probably my thing 8.9 years old

Did not know later why will be better
Remember now it is totally symptom of obsession

Remembered suddenly today
Think about that does not really know how to spend those difficult days oneself
Why grow till now attentively too


I am those countless children growing up healthy and sound seemingly
Accepting regular education
Follow the beaten track  Standard good child

Until today
I scrutinize and scrutinize again
Have thought that thinks deeply again
In order to follow those so-called rules
How much have I lost
What have I got

Perhaps the repentant thing of my end is
Have never done the thing that has been worth regretting

I should miss those
With insolent years unruly

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